Paoulie

It's so dark I'm empty I dont know where I am nor how I got here but I know I am lost I won't ever return to the light there is no one who can save me I am walking walking towards nothing I feel sick it's like im on fire from the inside I want to end it but there is nothing here but darkness I dont now what to do I'm so scared so cold I dont know what I did wrong why did I come here? I came from a good family I had wonderful friends do they miss me? are they looking for me? do they even notice im gone? I guess all I can do now is sit here and wait and listen

The darkness inside my head The voices repeating the same thing over and over again The cracking noises  everywhere i go, i hear it No one belives me when i say i need help when i talk about the dreams I'm scared God knows i'm scared but He won't help me no one will i'm all alone The cracking painfull sound is my punisment it's only for me to endure It's coming back the voices the cracking sound the blackness it's coming back for me it's all in my head Please anyone! help me!! save me from myself! oh, what have i done?

3,2,1 run, run, run! you have to get away run away or you'll die you'll get tired hurt exhausted hungry but you have to continue you can't hide forever Fire, fire! it hurts the pain makes you numb but you can't scream or they'll find you betrayal why? because its a game either you live and win or you die and lose its pretty much that simple but then why is it so hard to survive? to succeed? why so much blood? why the innocents? all for nothing it burns worse than the fire! the shock and the bite there is warmth for a second but of course it doesn't last wish to go back in time but who doesn't we aren't so dif

When you order a burger at Mac Donalds or Burger King, you are exited! You almost can't wait. the moment you sink your teeth down in it, you could think about the making of the yummy Burger in your hands. You could think about where the ingredients of it are from. You could start from the top, like everyone else, the tiny seeds opon the sweet burgerbread. You can think of where they are from and how they ended up on your burgerbread, you can think of the ingredients of making the bread and the people who made it. Now you've reached the lettuce, the tomatoes, the isenberg salad and the disgusting pickles. You could say that it kinda destro

Sometimes i wonder, how can you love someone and hate then at the same time? how can you curse someone deep down in Hell and then an hour later say sorry and i love you? you can get disapointed in them and them in you you can laugh so hard with them and you can get a shoulder to cry on. im confused i have all these weird questions in my mind but i know i always can go to them for the answers i care for them they care for me they make fun of me and sometimes its not on my good side but i know its fun made from love

i come in through the door you were already there you were talking to the others you dont notice me i dont understand i thought we were BFF's but eversince you came back home you've just been pushed further away from me how come they have become so much more important to you than i am? we used to do everything together remember when we used to play with plushies in my backyard? when we heard music we both liked and then we just sang together when we spended only a week in summervacation on reading Fruits Basket, all of it you were gone for 6 years and i stayed and where were they then? but i cant voice up these feelin

Coke oh coke how i love the way you taste the way you tickle my thoat the way your name sounds i love the way you destroy my teeth the disgusting way your aftertaste taste the way you have destroyed the peoples life, the very ones who once loved you like i do but even so i cant help but drink it i cant help but love you like i do coca cola, you bastard!!

if everyone cared nobody would get hurt no one would cry nobody would feel lonely no one would be left out nobody would think of themselves before others no one would have a reason to carry a gun nobody would go into war against each other no one would ever get killed everyone would just love their lifes and the people around them what a dull world